Moody =(

Slept with tears last night.
Dearest brother, Danny, thanks for calling me last night.
I don't know what to say.... I really don't know~

I am super super down recently.... about works, about lifes, about everything...
Working life sucks but I still have to work....
My communication skills sucks, but I still need to talk to people...
I want to do what I supposed to do, but end up I do nothing....
I need someone to talk, but I don't know what to talk....
I feel lonely sometimes but I don't feel like meet anyone...
I am TIRED!!!!!!

*** Below tells how I feel ***
copied from somewhere else...

I'm tired.
Tired of feeling lost, afraid, misunderstood.
Tired of wondering If I'm letting someone down by the choices I've made.
I'm tired.
Tired of getting my feelings hurt, my ego bruised, my heart broken.
Tired of showing these varmin called emotions.
I'm tired.
Tired of being me, of being weak.
Tired of trying to be this person I cannot see.
I'm tired.
Tired of all the pain, all the struggle I've put upon myself.
Tired of not being the person I was.
I'm tired.
Tired of hiding, hoping, and healing.
Tired of listening, learning.... letting.
I'm tired. I'm tired.

Emo Emo go away!!!!!